Hello My beautiful readers!
I hope you are having a great day! So todays post it going to be the start of my college adventure series, where every once in a while I will make a post that will either update those who know me on how its going, any thoughts or things i just want to say, some tips I learn, and just any crazy memories I make.
Before I start this I do want to say that I do have some pretty exciting post coming up! I have my meeting Tom Holland expirence, and then a secret one that I am pretty pumped to start working on!
(Next part I am typing on my phone! So sorry if the format gets messed up!)
As move in day gets closer more and more feelings start to develop. I was very excited and I still am , but I’m also very nervous. This whole thing is going to be new and I am going to be two hours away from people I’m close to and rely on. I’m going to have to learn how to be more independent and more responsible in life. Leaving my family saddens me the most. Even though when I’m made I say how I can’t wait to move out...when in reality it makes me really sad..I’m so close to my family and we do so many amazing things together , it’s going to be weird only seeing them when I can.
For a little bit I did question if I should actually go to school so far... but I know that if I don’t branch out now..that I might never.
I always wanted to have the dorm life. And I still do but now that it’s actually becoming real I have doubts. I am a very messy person and I want to improve that because I don’t want my roomate to hate me 😂 That’s another thing... I hear all of these roomate horror stories and Ivpray that it won’t happen to me. I mean my roomate and I message each other quite a bit about little things...but living with someone you don’t really know is pretty scary. I use to share a room with my twin sister and she barely put up with my messy ness and my late nights. So I pray for my roomate... hopefully I don’t drive her crazy 😂 She seems super nice from our chats and I’m excited to meet her!
At my college non of my friends are going there..so that means I have figure out how I’m going to present myself to new people. I have to remeber the social skills that I used to make my high school friends (but going to a small school...it was easy to know everybody). This big school experience is very new to me. I only went to real small schools ...so that’s going to be weird. I know that I might feel lonely for a while but I hope I can find people who can make it more homey and comfortable.
I just need to take what scares me...and show it that I am not afraid, that I will get through it and have the time of my life!
Thank you for reading! I’m sorry if it’s not as good as my previous ones..I just really wanted to get a post up since it has been a while since my last one! But I promise that my upcoming ones are going to be amazing! I am putting so much hard work into them to make them high quality! So expect some amazing things coming up!
Have a wonderful day!
Alicia 🌼
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