Recreating Zendaya’s Instagram!



                                          πŸ’•Hello My Beautiful Readers! πŸ’•


   Welcome back to my blog! I hope that you are having an amazing day! Just a little check in from my last post, I went on vacation and I have just been doing a lot of packing for school since my move in day is August 23! That’s so crazy!
   This post is one that I have been super excited to create! I have seen so many people try this and I waned to jump on the bandwagon πŸ€ͺ And that is recreating (blank) instagram. If you aren’t familiar with this trend, its where you chose a few pictures from someone’s instagram (Most people pick someone famous) and then you try your best to recreate it and make it look as close as you can. So I chose to recreate a couple of Zendayas instas!
  For those who don’t know Zendaya is such a inspiration to me. I started to embrace more of my natural curls because of her, I started to take more fashion risk because of her, and I learned some self love skills from her. Every since her Shake It Up days I have always been inspired by her.
   I found a couple of pictures , maybe like 4 or 5? Can’t think at the top of my head. I gathered up what I had that looked best like what she had on. So I will show them but I will save the best for last (Or well my personal favorite)

  The first I decided to recreate was...

This one! This picture was posted on March 8, of last year. I had black jeans already so all I had to do was buy a plain white shirt, that I then photoshopped the words on to (Because I have no clue where she got it!) I think that she looks so fierce in this one that I just had to recreate it. I feel like I look pretty bad butt here (LOL I don’t swear πŸ˜‚) I know that I didn’t get the exact positions (Like my leg) But beside that I am really proud of how this one came out!


The second one I did was .....


  This! Which is not one of my favorites but I thought it was a fun one to do πŸ˜‚ I just thought this would be a silly one to add, since all of the others are serious faces or more like “Glam Shots” Plus I already had this magazine so why not πŸ˜‚

This next one is one that I think looks pretty good and I’m pretty proud of . And it is....

Oh my gosh I love this! Lol but I think that our curls look amazing! I know I’m not all glam as her but unlike her, I’m not going to any red carpet πŸ˜‚ I don’t have on nearly as much highlighter as her and my shirt is just a plain old black tank top. My chest is facing a little more to the side then hers but its kinda close....I think? 

I took many others but they didn’t come out good, or they look nothing like the original but the last one is my FAVORITE ONE! Oh my gosh I love how it came out!

Here it is! 

Drum roll please 






BOOM


Oh my gosh! Like I think I killed this one. It looks pretty close to the original. Also my curls look amazing here! 
All I needed here was a the same black tank from the last one and little bit of makeup!

I am going to post these on Instagram and it would mean the world to me if you could tag her! I would love for her to see these ☺️ (Insta is @awkwardalicia )


Well that is it for this post! What did you all think? 
I am really trying to make my post more interesting and having more fun content. I put so much work into this one and I think it pained off because these pictures look amazing! 

Tell me what other types of post you want to see from me! 

Bye! I love you all! And I hope you have a magical day! 



Other places to find me 

Insta- awkwardalicia

Twitter- Holdonholland 


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College Adventure Part one : Late Night Thoughts...



Hello My beautiful readers! 

           I hope you are having a great day! So todays post it going to be the start of my college adventure series, where every once in a while I will make a post that will either update those who know me on how its going, any thoughts or things i just want to say, some tips I learn, and just any crazy memories I make. 
  Before I start this I do want to say that I do have some pretty exciting post coming up! I have my meeting Tom Holland expirence, and then a secret one that I am pretty pumped to start working on!  


(Next part I am typing on my phone! So sorry if the format gets messed up!)


As move in day gets closer more and more feelings start to develop. I was very excited and I still am , but I’m also very nervous. This whole thing is going to be new and I am going to be two hours away from people I’m close to and rely on. I’m going to have to learn how to be more independent and more responsible in life. Leaving my family saddens me the most. Even though when I’m made I say how I can’t wait to move out...when in reality it makes me really sad..I’m so close to my family and we do so many amazing things together , it’s going to be weird only seeing them when I can. 
For a little bit I did question if I should actually go to school so far... but I know that if I don’t branch out now..that I might never. 

I always wanted to have the dorm life. And I still do but now that it’s actually becoming real I have doubts. I am a very messy person and I want to improve that because I don’t want my roomate to hate me πŸ˜‚ That’s another thing... I hear all of these roomate horror stories and Ivpray that it won’t happen to me. I mean my roomate and I message each other quite a bit about little things...but living with someone you don’t really know is pretty scary. I use to share a room with my twin sister and she barely put up with my messy ness and my late nights. So I pray for my roomate... hopefully I don’t drive her crazy πŸ˜‚ She seems super nice from our chats and I’m excited to meet her! 

At my college non of my friends are going there..so that means I have figure out how I’m going to present myself to new people. I have to remeber the social skills that I used to make my high school friends (but going to a small school...it was easy to know everybody). This big school experience is very new to me. I only went to real small schools ...so that’s going to be weird. I know that I might feel lonely for a while but I hope I can find people who can make it more homey and comfortable. 

I just need to take what scares me...and show it that I am not afraid, that I will get through it and have the time of my life! 



Thank you for reading! I’m sorry if it’s not as good as my previous ones..I just really wanted to get a post up since it has been a while since my last one! But I promise that my upcoming ones are going to be amazing! I am putting so much hard work into them to make them high quality! So expect some amazing things coming up! 


Have a wonderful day! 

Alicia 🌼

Other places to find me 

Insta: awkwardalicia 
Twitter: holdonholland 

How I take care of my skin


     Hello My Beautiful Readers  πŸ’•


    Welcome back to my blog everyone! So this week I didn't know what I wanted to post because originally I was wanting to post about my meet Tom Holland experience but I'm not 100% ready with the draft and I need to polish some things, so that will be my next post I think! 
But this post is going to be all about my skin care. I have struggled with acne for a while, to the point that I became very self conscious and wanted to do everything to hide them/ get rid of them. 


Here is a picture of how bad my acne got and also this was when I was in 10th grade.

When I was in 10th grade I really hated my skin and in the beginning of the school year I started to wear makeup. Then I didn't know about primer so there was never anything to protect my pores and skin. I got so self conscious of my acne that I never went a day without makeup..I didn't want anyone to see it and would cake my face everyday. But towards the end of the year I decided to go one day without makeup and I ended up liking it, so I wanted to see how long I could go without it, I ended up going for two months. I noticed my skin kinda got better but after all the makeup and not really having a skin care routine my face was not in great condition. That summer I tested so many different acne toners,cleansers, and face mask. None of them worked and ended up making my skin worse.
When Junior year happened I didn't wear make up to school because I was motivated to clear up my skin. As much as I hated everyone see my acne, I had no motivation to want to get up early and put on makeup.
Fast forward to the summer after Junior year....My mom noticed how insecure I was becoming and decided that maybe it was time to see a dermatologist. That July I went and there they prescribed me pills to take twice a day that get rid of the bad toxins in my body (I.E ones that unhealthy foods carry) and they gave me a special face cream that I would need to use at night. 
This photo was taken in July of 2017 so around a year ago from now. 
During summer of 2017 my skin started to become a lot more clear and a lot more healthier. My skin started to have more of a glow to it. One of the life saving tips I got from my mom was to moisturizer twice a day. I never moisturized and when I started to my skin was looking so much better and now I cant ever go a day without moisturizing twice a day. So if you don't...do it! Because its a small thing that will make a big difference! 



Even after finally getting the clear skin I have been wanting for years, I wasn't totally satisfied. I wasn't really pleased with how much chemicals I was putting on my skin and small problems I had with my skin. So I decided to do some research on some DIY facial remedies. I found masks and scrubs to do when I feel like pampering myself. Adding these to my skin routine has made a huge difference!  So I would like to share my routine that helped get me clear my skin up. 

Here is my Skin-Routine


  1. When I first wake up I take a handful of water and wash away any bacteria that could've come from my pillow.
  2. Then I throw on a quarter size of Moisturizer ( I use Equate Beauty All Day Moisturizing Lotion {The non-greasy one} 
  3. Once a week I like to do a face mask, so typically I like to do them on Sunday's to start my week with a fresh face, So when I use one I like to use the Formula 10.0.6 Pores Be Pure Skin Clarifying Mud Mask {Its in a pink bottle and I got it from Ulta!} 
  4. Then every other day when I am in the shower I use a sugar scrub. (Take one cup of sugar, three tablespoons of Coffee {Grind up} and then a tablespoon of Olive oil. This scrub will help with getting the dead skin off your face to give it a nice glow and make your face look healthier. 
  5. Then in the morning and night I take my acne medication ( Minocycline) I was prescribed 
  6. Then to wrap up my day I use my face cleanser given to me from my dermatologist gave me (Sodium sulfacetamide...I think? Not sure if that's right..I don't feel like getting up and grabbing it.) 


SO thats how I take care of my skin and also the journey to getting me to finally take care of my skin and after all of the work, it has finally paid off. My skin looks the best its ever looked and I never ever wear makeup because I feel so confident without it! 


Here is how my skin looks currently!

Now and then I do get the occasional zit or redness but that's life! and one little zit wont kill me. A main thing to keep in mind is that stress can cause acne...I know that sounds crazy but its true. Being stress can cause you to break out...So try to not stress a lot over little things. Try finding something that can keep you calm. 

But moral of the story is to just love yourself for who you are. You are beautiful no matter what! Don't let a little thing like acne ruin your life! 


So that is it for today's blog! I hope you enjoyed it and learned some new things! If you try out anything I wrote about let me know what you think of it! Also let me know what you want you want to see me write a post about!

Hope you have an amazing day!


Other places to find me!

Instagram: Awkwardalicia

Twitter: Holdonholland

Hey....So its been a while




          
  Guess who's backkkkkkkk!   πŸ˜™πŸ˜   


      Hey everyone, Long time no type... I wish had a cool reason for being absent but the honest truth is that school got in the way...I just needed to pass so I could graduate...Spoiler alert I GRADUATED! So being absent for a few months was worth it because ya girl did it! πŸŽ“πŸŽ“πŸŽ“πŸŽ“πŸŽ“πŸŽ“πŸŽ“πŸŽ“πŸŽ“

          My goal now for the summer is to make this blog the best I can make it! I love       blogging, it is a hobby I really want to get back into! πŸ–³πŸ–³πŸ–³



For todays blog I want to post a little update, SO lets catch up! πŸ’…



     Ugh where do I even start... πŸ‘€

Oh I got two new cats in February! Their names are Jake and Johnny and they are 9 month old black cats...And they are brothers! They took up a lot of my free time  😻😻

Then winter continued which was miserable!!! If you don't live in Minnesota ... You are lucky! Because Minnesota winter is the worst! 😠


So the biggest thing that has happened to me was that I finally decided where I want to go to college next year! So the college journey is getting ready to begin! I'm thinking of making a "Post Diary adventure" Series thing of how I'm getting prepared for college..Any tips I find helpful for others! 🏫

I also found a love for doing art, I have started to draw a lot more and was thinking of making a post related to that! Show off some work I have done and how I taught myself how to do certain things!
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This is all I have for today! πŸ’‹πŸ’‹

I promise that my next blog will be far more interesting! I just wanted to let you guys know that I am alive and well , and that I will continue to blog! πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘


If there are any post you want to see on my account please do let me know! πŸ‘€πŸ‘€

Here are other places you can find me! πŸ’­πŸ’­


πŸ’™ Insta- Awkwardalicia πŸ’™

πŸ’™ Twitter- Holdonholland πŸ’™

πŸ’™ Pinterest- Holdonholland πŸ’™


Bye Everyone! ✌✌✌


Remember you are all beautiful just the way you are πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•
   

Here are some quotes to motivate you!





      Hello My Beautiful humans ❣



 Oh my gosh its February , I still thought we were in January but whoops I was wrong.
For the start of a new month I thought that I would dedicate this post for some quotes that you guys can read for Motivation, inspiration, and other things. I am going to list them into different categories and will have quotes that will relate, at the end I might add some random ones that I like.


Quotes For School 

  • "You have to stay in school. You have to. You have to go to college. You have to get your degree, because that's the one thing people cant take away from you is your education. and it is worth the investment" - Michelle Obama 
  • "Don't Stress. Do your Best, Forget the rest"
  • Education is the key to unlock the golden door of Freedom"
  • "Today Was Good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one" Dr Seuss



Quotes For Self Love

  • "Comparison is an act of violence against the self" 
  • "If you're searching for the one person that will change your life, take a look in the mirror" 
  • "I am in charge of how I feel and today I am choosing happiness" 
  • "To fall in love with yourself is the first secret to happiness" 
  • "You're a diamond dear, They cant break you" 



Quotes For Creativity 


  • "Creativity is intelligence having fun" Albert Einstein
  • "Creativity is the power to connect the seemingly unconnected" 
  • "Dream dream that no one ever dared to dream before"
  • "Life is a great big canvas throw all the paint you can on it"
  • "An essential aspect of creativity is not being afraid to fail"

Quotes For A Bad Day 

  • "Its just a bad day, Not a bad life"
  • "Everyday may not be good, But theres something good in every day"
  • "Life's tough darling, but so are you"
  • "Just because today is a terrible day doesn't mean tomorrow wont be the best day of your life. You just gotta get there." 
  • "The only difference between a good day and a bad day is your attitude" 

Quotes For Friendship

  • "Good friends are like starts. You don't always see them, but you know they're always there"
  • "Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest... Its about who came and never left your side" 
  •  "True friends are like diamonds, precious and rare. False friends are like leaves found everywhere" 
  • "A friend is someone who accepts your past, supports your present and encourages your future" 
  • "Its not the length of time we knew someone that makes them so special. Its what they brought into our lives"


Quotes For The Future 

  • "Do something today that your future self will thank you for"
  • "Don't tell people your dreams, Show them"
    "
  • "You cant change the past, so focus on making a great future" 
  • "Cleaning out the past, packing up the present, And preparing for a much better future"
    "The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams"
  • "Your the best author of your own future" 

So that is it for today's post! I just thought you guys might need some good words to spark up good feelings. I know that sometimes as humans we all go through some tough days and sometimes all it takes to make someones day are some kind words, I hope that these motivate you guys!

Next Weeks blog is going to be super exciting and I cant wait to post it!

Hope you have an amazing week! 

Alicia 


The Death Cure Movie Review!!







      Greetings Beautiful Humans! Or should I say ...


Greetings Gladers!  


 Yes! If you couldn't tell but this post is going to be about The Death Cure! Which if you don't know what that is then where have you been? Have you been living under a rock? πŸ€”

 Anyways! Death Cure is the third movie in The Maze Runner trilogy , Which is a book series (I highly HIGHLY recommend reading them, You will fall in love with the characters, and the story line is so unique!) ❤️

 Omg Where do I begin! This πŸ‘ Film πŸ‘ HadπŸ‘Me πŸ‘ SHOOK 
Like oh my gosh, OK the book had me shocked but the movie, like I said I was shook. 😡


I will give you a quick little run trough of what it is about then I'll give you my thoughts and some other things. 

OK sooooooooooooo the movie is about Thomas and the others are on the hunt to rescue their friend Minho who was captured by WICKED. In order to save him they will have to try to sneak into the "Last city" That none of them had heard of until they find a mask. WICKED is trying to find a cure to cure the flare disease that is killing the human race. The group face many many issues trying to save their friend. 

Now that you are all caught up lets go on with the review.

I'm going to try so hard to keep this as unbias as possible, which will be a struggle because I am a huge fan of this series. πŸ™ŒπŸ»❤️

Ok so first I will state the obvious, Its different then the book, like any book based movie. They made changes and some I liked and some I just really didn't like. I wont list all of them because there are so many I will just list the ones that I found interesting. 

*SPOILER ALERT (Well not really a spoil because if you are really a fan of this franchise you would have read the books but Ill just put the warning)

•The changes they made with Newts death πŸ’” and everything leading up to it. In the book the gladers in the beginning find out from Janson (Evil guy at wicked, picture below) who is immune and who isn't immune to the flare, there is when Newt finds out that he is not immune and could get the flare if bitten. In the movie they don't even mention the list of who is immune and who isn't, and we don't find out that Newt isn't immune until he gets infected half way through the movie. I think that if they kept that like the book it would've made more sense to some people who haven't read the book. I went to the movie with my family and out of the four of us I am the only one who read the whole series and I know the books very well, but to my family they were confused with why Newt got the flare and not the others. 
•The second change they made that relates to Newt and his death was the note newt gives to Thomas, Now this change is one that I actually really like and am glad they went with this.
The change was that the letter Newt wrote to Thomas is shared at the end of the movie, In the book right after Newt finds out that he is slowly becoming a crank he gives Thomas this nice note where Newt spills everything to Thomas ending it with a task that he hopes Thomas will follow. In the movie it isn't till the end that Thomas receives the note, he gets the note from a necklace newt wore around his neck. This note was more sweet and peaceful then in the book, it was Newt telling Thomas about his life and memories he had.
I think that this change really made the movie so much better, it was an amazing way to end the movie and the franchise, Everyone loves newt and ending it with him basically summing up the whole series was bitter sweet but was much needed.

NOW TO THE CHANGE THAT MAKES ME MAD

So the final change, I saved the best for last so make yourself comfy because this one is crazy.

•So we all know WICKED who is the huge company who started the whole thing, they created the Maze, rescued the gladers. WICKED this whole time has been trying to discover a cure to fight this terrible disease. Many people argue that they are good because they are trying to fight the flare, they have to do what they have to in order to save the word (even if it means torturing kids, people to create and test a cure). 
In the book is when WICKED is exposed! Ava Paige (Picture listed below, she is an official at WICKED) tells Thomas that he was right the whole time, that WICKED was bad. She tells him that WICKED created the Flare disease in order to control the human population...
So how they change this is the movie....
THEY DON'T ADD IT! THEY COMPLETELY LEFT THIS OUT
Ok I think that this is super important! Like this whole disease ruined so many people close to Thomas! AND HE WAS RIGHT THE WHOLE TIME!!! 
I feel that if they had this scene then everything would make sense, it would show how everything ties together, but I guess someone thought it wasn't important enough to add (I did see how its not) 🀷🏻‍♀️🀦🏻‍♀️😀

Overall my thoughts on the movie was that despite the changes it was wonderfully done. πŸ”₯The actors/actresses killed their roles.πŸ™ŒπŸ»
 I think that Thomas Brodie-Sangster really did amazing because you could see the change of Newt transforming, and him jumping in and out of insanity, well still staying the same Newt we all know and love. He definitely deserves some love and appreciation for his acting in this film (I also think he deserve an award because he was that good, and my favoriteπŸ˜‚❤️☺️πŸ™„) 
Dylan O'Brien also did amazing in this movie, he really made you feel the emotions that Thomas was feeling during the movie. He also did amazing at all of the stunts he had to do.πŸ‘ŒπŸ»πŸ‘ŒπŸ»
The sets and effects looked amazing , the cranks looked great with makeup and the effects they addedπŸ™ŒπŸ». 

I do highly suggest that you go see this movie if you are into dystopian adventure type of movie, Like I said earlier I do highly suggest reading the books because they are amazing and there are some thing cool things that aren't in the film. Also the characters are amazing and you will fall in love with one of them if not all of them. It is a great mixture of adventure, action, friendship, and suspense.❤️😊

Also for you Newtmas shippers....There is so much Newtmas moments and its amazing and they should have been canon...They deserved better πŸ’”

I know this might be very long but it was fun to write, and I hope you guys enjoyed it! This is my first movie review so it might not be great but I promise I will keep practicing and will get better. But I am really glad that I am keeping up with blogging! If anyone has any post that you would like me to write please comment below or DM me on any of my social medias! 

Have an amazing Day! Week! 
🌹

Hello Beautiful Humans!


   


 Hi!
 So lately I have wanted to create a blog for some reason and that's what I did today πŸ˜ƒ I have no clue how this is going to go but I guess you guys will join me on the adventure. For my first blog post I feel it is appropriate that I tell you a little bit about myself so you can get to know Me, So here we go.....


  1. My name is Alicia πŸ’“
  2. I am 18 years oldπŸ’€
  3. I use the She, Her, Hers pronouns πŸ’…
  4. My Harry Potter house is Slytherin πŸ’š
  5. I am Marvel trash! I love it so much, I basically grew up with marvel πŸ˜†
  6. I have a pet hedgehog named Milo!, who is my pride and joy😍
  7. My favorite food is Pizza with ranch dipping sauce. πŸ™
  8. I drink way to much coffee #NoshameπŸ’
  9.  My goal in life is to be my own boss (Which I think should be every ones goal) πŸ‘©
  10. I am a softball Pitcher πŸ’ͺ

Here is a picture of me so you know my face (that sounds weird but I don't know how else to word it...πŸ˜‚) 


I was at a Harry Potter Orchestra, that’s why I have this overly happy smile πŸ˜‚☺️

This blog I plan on posting every week and each week will be something different, I want to post on makeup, fashion, writing pieces I have made, events I go to, my daily life, Honestly I want to post whatever I want that I think others would find interestingπŸ’­ (BTW I know I use a lot of emojis...Its a problem πŸ˜…)

So that it is it for my first blog! I hope you some what enjoyed it, I swear that It will get better! I just need to play around with the layout and some other stuff to make this interesting. 

If you want to find me on other social medias...


Instagram- @awkwardalicia

Twitter- @holdonholland 
(I'm going to make a blog on this in the future☝ because I have some fun stories about it) 

Recreating Zendaya’s Instagram!

                                          πŸ’•Hello My Beautiful Readers! πŸ’•    Welcome back to my blog! I hope that you are having an am...